Making life Better!

I am making a goal with myself to make my life better rather than dwell on the things that make me wanna pull my hair out!!! I could just hate the world and everyone around me because of what I am dealing with or I could look at the glass half full rather than half empty. Don't get me wrong some days I just want to curl up in a ball and be held tight and cry cry cry, but most days I have something to look forward too.

I am so thankful for a husband who makes me laugh, loves me so much its crazy I never thought someone other than my parents could love me so much and the best thing is he tells me he loves me like 1000 times a day.

I am thankful for my sister in law who gave me a job that also motivates me to build my Scentsy business and is so willing to help me!

I am thankful for a job that I love doing hair and for the wonderful clients I have who are just so sweet and darling.

I am so so so thankful for my mother who is GREAT at communication and always knows the right thing to say and always lets me just talk talk talk!  I love to talk! She is a great listener !

I am thankful for the outpouring spirit from my savior and feeling his arms wrapped around me when I am sad and I know he is sad with me.

I hope I can figure out what I want to do with my life! If MY plan doesn't go as I hope I will be going back to school in the fall and at least get my associates out of the way. I am SO scared because I am gonna be older than everyone and haven't done homework in so so long I've secretly loved it!

I am thankful for every ones kind e-mails & comments it really helped me out so much you have no idea.

This is the best way to explain how I feel: Its like on Christmas and you knew exactly what you wanted and you wanted nothing else. Christmas day comes and you did not get that thing you really wanted but your best friend did and you have to watch them play with that toy all the time!